operator.

With every puff of smoke, i try to release you.

But then thunder booms and i'm re-pierced.

Photographs and video footage do us no justice,

But they're all i have left due to your silence.

Certain pills bring you back to me, as if you never left

Time swims by me and i continue to live.

With ashes on my dashboard and the sun on my skin,

I'd walk to you if only you'd answer the door.

Until then, i cruise.

home.

I wish i still made you choke.

I wish the sight of me caused your heart to flutter.

I wish my face was what you saw when you wake every morning.

I wish for unexpected embraces.

I wish for hard kisses on my mouth.

I wish for your hands all over me.

I wish you couldn't control yourself.

I wish your jaw dropped at my entrance.

I wish for whispered love.

I wish you were physically unable to keep your skin off of mine.

I wish you felt me when you hear a certain song lyric.

I wish for swollen lips.

Drunken tongues.

You.