wreaking havoc

I find myself longing for my keyboard at times when I have absolutely nothing to do. I think in life, you need moments where you have absolutely nothing to do. Nowhere to be, no words to say, no thoughts to think. Just blank. I think the times we are alone are the times we know ourselves the best. I find myself feeling very comfortable in my skin when I am alone. With absolutely nothing to do. I feel at peace and powerful and strong. I feel as though my head and my heart have finally put an end to their everyday battlefield. With absolutely nothing to do. In my opinion, everybody should find a time in their day to really feel alone. Look around you and literally taste the emptiness. Swallow the chill in the air and let your mind wander. Imagine you are out of your body. Watch yourself. Feel yourself. Get to know yourself. It's times like these, when i have absolutely nothing to do, that I feel the most alive.

battlewounds.

This war we are both stubbornly fighting is causing constant chaos in my mind.

seconds turn into minutes turn into hours turn into days
no communication
just wonder and thought
and assumptions
step by step and day by day
i continuously wash you out of my hair.