world on fire.

i've been through some fucking bullshit in my life thus far but im not an idiot and i know deep down when people are lying to me and when they are telling the truth and i really fucking believed him man.

i really did.

i drove three hours on a suspended license to pick you up because you drunkenly asked me.
i did it.
without a thought.
anything to be next to you
to laugh with you
to feel that fucking bullshit with you

how is this happening?

i fell in LOVE, with you. hard.

i keep listening to these country song lyrics about "I'm no good for you, you're not good for me." and I'm trying to relate but it's impossible because the way we fit together is unlike anything I've ever known.

Just let me love you already.
My time is running out.