5/17/16

let the sun shine in.

I'm not saying I know you better than anyone else.
 I'm saying I know better than anyone else what it's like to miss you.

12:16 on a Tuesday. HAIR opens tomorrow. I am so psyched. loving this show and its process. 
lately, i have been thinking a lot about the life that i want to live. that i should and deserve to live. i just received two random texts that made me smile. you can feel so lonely and that people aren't thinking about you, but they are. what types of games are being played? my tooth hurts. i need to get my left wisdom tooth removed. we were still a secret couldn't come in through the front. i want to live on my own. i know i can't afford it right now. but i want to and need to. i need to make more money. i'm going to try new things. who is it that got you all gassed up? changing your opinion on me. i miss him every day. he's the only person i want to be with. STILL. there's more to life than sleeping in and getting high with you. i'm getting my car detailed today. it's like any free second i have i try to do everything i've been missing out on. deleting 2,000 emails. i don't even know what movies are playing. M laughed at me today. oh yeah, that's happening again. what am i doing. life is pretty good.