shiver

Cause the cold makes me think of you and when i look at old pictures i feel empty. And cause we are supposed to be together we always have been meant to be together and you won't answer the fucking phone. I get it, i hurt you worse than anyone will ever hurt you in your life. but answer the phone. you disappoint me now, and i feel you are different. i watch you live your life without me and you don't even know it. I used to not think about you and now i do. I used to think nothing but negative thoughts when your name came around but now its changed. i think of the good times, for the first time in years. i feel like i'm dreaming. and i wish i could feel you and what you're thinking again. because i can't anymore. you're different. and you're mean and you're bitter and you're stubborn. i'm getting impatient waiting to see your number pop up on my inbox. and these lyrics in my head need to fade.